GaaaaATExperience

The exam is officially and universally called as Graduate Aptitude Test for Engineers (GATE). Usually for others its GaATE or GATE, but for me it was rather GaaaaATE as it took me 5 attempts to open the gate for my future.

When I joined a private engineering institute in town, with a inspiration from my mentor, that if not through JEE will crack GATE and do the PG from one of the top Indian Institute.

So the 1st fight started with joining a coaching institute in town, faculty was a research scientist in a defense organisation, he gave enough boost in knowledge in 3rd year of my engineering, and I attempted the GATE-2011, with a mediocre preparation and got mere 19 marks in it, but due to basic human nature the sigh of relief was that - these are more then my college mates.

Next year I joined different institute, faculty was DSP of city, but was GATE-EC AIR 56. Starting was good but within 2 months energy balloon was to be burst, due to pinning of final year industrial training and campus placement , I got placed in 2 MNC but that was not moving me I wanted to open the "GATE". I went to attempt GATE-2012, with just an average preparation of 2 months and secured 654 rank. Its true that when you don't have fear of getting hurt of falling, you wont walk properly. For us (Instru) people, 654 was nothing, and thus I joined one of those MNC, and got involved in working-bachelor feel.

Studies were kept aside for a year, but still with some basic concept, I attempted GATE-2013, and was able just clear it with cutoff 25 marks. This result didn't shook me much because monthly money was bulging into account,.

Now GATE-2014 was my target, I took postal coaching from an Institute, and followed NPTEL lectures. I devoted my night hours in office for studies, this was more of a planned effort. Took sick leave 15 days before exam, and attempted with confidence, but result was heart breaking I got 491 AIR rank, best up-til now, but not enough, I thought to comprise with my target, and settle with good enough. But good enough was also not ready to take me, I didn't even got to be in any NIT, at that time I felt like drenched in failure, with loss of all hope and courage I continued my job, in which I was least interested by then. 

Months passed and my inner instinct pulled me out of the failure and, there born the desire to give a try to GATE-2015. I forced my organization management to grant me, transfer to Hyderabad. I wanted to start my learning on a blank slate, with India's best institute there. First time getting out of hometown was completely a new experience, just on 1st day of my stay in Hyderabad, I quit, decided to go back. Fear of new city, new people, challenges standing in front of me were haunting me. I crumbled by strong wave, that has suddenly hit me hard. This was the turning point for me, I asked myself either I will be winner or I will be wise, thus losing was not an option. I got answer for whether I want to be Winner or Quitter.

 And wonderful journey began with sleepless nights, homesickness, coaching in morning with office at night, travelling distances on foot, compromising with hunger, dealing with loneliness, getting habitual of studies and pulling out time for it.

The light in darkness, was to "Fight with myself ", stretch my limits, push myself hard. 

Dealing with all undermining circumstances, I listened to my heart. 31 Oct, I left my job, and throw ed myself for full fledged preparation. Looking at my family it was difficult decision to take. Spent November to complete syllabus in coaching, and packed my bag for hometown on 6th December. Now, it was time for do or die. December and January went on a fly, days and nights spent with books, test paper solving, backing myself with motivation, no phone 20 days before exam, isolation and various extremes I tried to touch. 

And it all didn't went in vain, gate was opened for me with AIR 24 !!!

Today I am learning in India's one of 15 Center of Excellence, NITIE, Mumbai.

All because of God's grace, mother's love and elder's blessing.

God is there and he always show you path, you have to listen to him, he is right inside you, listen to your heart.

Best  Wishes..

My Dream is to "Row a dream"

Inspiration :

Meet Govind [video]..

Today this Govind is helping many others to become Govind.

Govind's Facebook page

Grounds :

During my college days I started showcasing my zeal through my hobby (Photography), by taking part in various competitions. While doing that I got to know about depth of the problem, lack of education is not only because of circumstances, but its because of lack of awareness, most of the children have not seen school even once, they have just dreamed of getting to one. Although there are many government schemes but enrollment in schools is very less, stats says there are 40% dropout at elementary stage, one of many reason is lots of responsibilities on weak shoulders, and in case of girls its also a cage of gender difference. All this I portrayed in various photography competitions.

Collage so some of the picture that I clicked and presented in competitions

Scenario : 

I am from Education hub of Madhya pradesh, Indore and live in a locality which is full of college students, who come from different cities. The area is renowned for hostels, thus many kids gets labor there. There are more than 200 such kids in the area and in a nearby village pipliyarao (from where most of the labor come from).

Volunteer students teaching kids

 Some of these students of the area, gather kids from acquaintance and teach them during Sundays for an hour or two in open arena of Temple. Very few of them can actually come to study, due to daily labor they have to do. For some who want to come, their parents don't allow them, thinking it will harm their child and earning is important than education.

Kids Classroom

My Dream : 

I want to Row a dream in them !
There is a school in adjacent area, I want to enroll selected 50 students there.

One of the school in pipliyarao

This school will provide them roof and basic infrastructure for education and will certify them in their respective standard, but rowing the dream will be done in following way :

This free schooling will having innovative way of teachings, which will nourish child according to his/her own skills, practical implementation of subject will be taught in student comfortable way in playground/chaupal/nukkad, during their leisure time, gifts and goodies will be given after successful completion of specific hours of study and Indore being education hub, many students can willingly participate for teachings.

Giving them proper education for a year will showcase them the importance of education and how they can transform their lives. It will give them AIM in the life. Life, which is just going with a daily struggle for bread.

Fees quotation from school

After 1 year :

Potential & interested kids will be taken to renowned school(Under RTE Act 2009), where they will be somewhat compatible with already studying  students. If they get a AIM in their life, they will fight for it. If importance of education is known to them,they will thrive for it. So that drop out rate will fall and may be we can give another Govind to society.

RTE Act for Free and compulsory Education

"If you can get one person educated then its child will get educated, Its' Catalytic" - Bill Gates

This is just a small, simple and honest attempt to ignite a torch which if burns will enlighten the whole society.

I am giving this dream to Godrej to come and ignite this torch.

Budget -
Schooling - 2500*50 = 125000
Teaching material - 15000 Approx
Notebook & stationary - 10000 Approx
Miscellanoeus - 10000
Total - 160000


This is Sankalp Ichake from NITIE,Mumbai saying -

Thank You 

My first job

Final year of college , first campus TCS came to our college. As expected it will recruit a bunch, and it proved itself by announcing 180 recruited names on 24th sep 2011 midnight. I was one of them, was happy just by looking others excited with this placement, that recruitment made my family pleased but didn't really moved me.

Months later there came another opportunity for CSC , one who were placed in TCS were not allowed to sit in that, but top 5 from each branch were allowed. So I was privileged to attempt to it. Recruitment was scheduled on 1st Feb 2012 it was meant to be long process, I geared myself to give it whole hearted try but the written process was more familiar to computer stream guys, still some how I managed to go through the 2 rounds of written,then a Group discussion and then Technical followed by HR interview. So till 8 PM, I with 12 others was placed in CSC.

With choices in your plate , you are always unsure which one is sweeter.For me both options were equal, because that was an IT job. After days of contemplation CSC was finalized and I was ready to enter in professional world on 8th Aug 2012.

First day. 30 joiners were welcomed and poured with limelight of the organization for the whole day and were made to feel honoured by the bankers, who were there to complete their targets(by opening whatsoever bank accounts) and naive like me were overwhelmed with the respect we were getting.

Days start passing with some or the other different experience, getting involved with the colleagues and proving oneself in the crowd. But I didn't know to whom I am trying to prove, was it to prove myself , or to others or was it just my natural behavior, to make a remark where ever I go. Whatever it was, at the end of month nothing matter except the 5 digit figures in your pocket. Got my first salary on 31st August 2014, 17 grands, it was not a full month salary, but was sufficient to bring smile with tears to my family. I distributed the pleasure to everyone, even to my girlfriend's parents, who were none other than family to me.

Initial 3-4 months were more or less like campus because of training sessions, Table tennis, carom etc. But this time was enough to get transit in corporate world. I was there on a way  to prove myself cleared the training test with highest marks and was 1st one to get onto production floor to work on live projects. Well that was amazing ! And yes I made a remark and message went right to the Hyderabad, where senior/experienced team including manager were located. But something was still pinching me from inside, this may be due to the mirror showed by colleagues and a bit by my inner instincts. 

One of the statements from colleague that haunted me for days  was "I am 60% and you are _ % , we both are standing at same position, earning same, working on same thing, what is the difference? how  does it matters ? what have you achieved ? What diff have you made by studying hard in college ?"
He was correct, and it was truth hard to face, should I blame system for this or is this my incompetence.

My inner instincts always told me that I am not among IT personnel, never felt familiar with them. I always felt that I don't belong here.

Many times I was made to realize that I am no different, not a winner by being here, sometimes by strangers(who were my team mates) and sometimes by one whom I thought to be friend from college times. But it was professional world, you have to be open for it. People know your weak zone and will hit you there , so that when you fall, they will stand on your back, and lead.

But I tried to back myself with the confidence, that I had in college times. My dear ones also supported me a lot with this.

Time rolled by from then, I got used to with the happenings , politics and lifestyle change. Felt regretted at times due to not getting something that I deserved for. That was breaking me, my confidence, my self belief, my motivation.

Dam got burst now, I started becoming resilient toward my work, I took myself first , started analyzing what I need from myself, which way to go, I understood that this is not my cup of tea, I wont sustain here, I didn't wanted to do that for lifetime, only motivation that remained for me was money.

I decided to go for GATE. I started preparation with the job, I took night shifts because that allowed leverage of extra money, added with plenty of free time. Took distance education and attempted GATE , secured 491 rank, but that was not par to give me a launch...huh !! Understood that you can't study, when you have bolster of job and monthly money crediting in your account. This failure added a declining slope to my confidence level.

Now my life was demanding a big step from me and a show about, how serious I am, to myself. It was hard to decide, risky to attempt and courageous to act. I forced and blackmailed management to transfer me to Hyderabad, I was transferred within a week. I moved out of my comfort zone,to be self dependent for 1st time in 23 years of my life. Plan was to do join coaching there and QUIT JOB. So a week later joining at new location, I put down the resignation. But had to serve the notice period of 2 months.Then it all started ,with morning coaching and evening office, new location, new people, everything was new and I throw-ed New ME into it with full dedication.

Those 2 months came to an end on 31st Oct 2014 and yes I was unemployed with thrill, anxiety, fear and experience of 26 months.

I started walking on a dark path , with a torch in my hand and clear mindset to get rising sun at the end.

I thank my first job for giving me laziness due to night shifts, declining confidence due to face off, and giving discomfort for what I am doing. I thank some of the colleagues for putting me down.
I thank for the financial strength and in-dependency, without which it would be difficult for me to take step forward.
Above all I thank for all the earnings I had from my first job.I earned some very fine and everlasting friendship and relationships. I earned long moral sessions / discussions at dinner table. I earned some genuine moral booster lectures , some very inspiring teachings. I earned great mentor ship. I earned smiles for silliest things. I earned long you tube watched list. I earned connectivity turned bond turned addiction to amazing creations  of holly wood. I earned fun at night shifts. I earned brotherhood. I earned fights and then make ups. I earned a way of life.  

Chase your dreams , don't compromise with your life. Take stand for yourself and do what you want to do, sometimes situations will asking something else from you, deal with it, tackle with it and when you are done get back on your track. Don't let your dreams elude.

Best Wishes!!

My 1st PSU encounter - BPCL

The day started with reaching in front of 8 floor high coffee color BPCL office in Noida.
Stepped out of cab with hopes and aspiration.
Like me many were standing well formally dressed to compete on a common platform.We moved together in the office and were made to sit in a 100-150 capacity auditorium, with wooden floored dais and an old Hindi instrumental song played. It was pleasant atmosphere with all Instrumentation people around each other, some of them were about to face there 1st interview.
Then came presenter he was HR of BPCL, Sagar. He tried to cool down the tempo with hard to laugh on jokes and with some known realities.He started pondering some basic in and out of BPCL (in which I was least bothered about), and process of selection and remunerations which was increased from 10.5 to 11.5 lakh/annum. This rise in 1 lakh was catchy , no one has expected it, but BPCL was bound to do it looking at their competitors.

Selection process was made to go for 3 days in 4 parts.
Day 1 : Case based GD and Interview 1
Day 2 : Interview 2
Day 3 : Medical.

Sooner came the 1st list which, divided 45 called candidates into 4 groups. Mine was group 2 of 11 members. We entered a room having 5 panel members sitting and were given a paper and pencil. They gave us 7 mins to read out the case and write some points about it. Case was about honesty and was like : 2 friends in same company , one is doing wrong , what should other do ?
I jotted down as much points as I can(#I think they read it). Then GD started, everyone was given a fair chance to speak, if someone was interrupting other he/she was stopped by panel. It was no GD, just one by one chance to everyone to speak and a open forum for anyone to conclude, which was like a chocolate flown in sky, each of us trying to grab it. But just grabbing was not important, the content that you speak also mattered.
Case changed for 4th group i guess and remained same for first 3.

GD over for all 4 group now result time. Sagar came with list announcing the name. My name was among-st 20 going to round 2 interview ,yo 1st step ticked!!

They gave us 2 forms one was undertaking and other had some HR questions. I think that those questions were defining factor of interview. Questions were like : Why BPCL ? Why you chose Instrumentation ? What was your biggest failure, what you learned from it ? What are your strengths ? Your Area of Improvement? Your biggest achievements ? Your initiative that didn't went well ? 3 things that you subscribe of ? What your friends and batch mates think of you ? Where do you see yourself 5 year down the line ?
Prepare these questions well, sometimes you feel like you don't know much about yourself and even if you know, you have to present such that it suffice the employers requirement.

Interview started in sequence, with document verification for others waiting.
I was called in the same room with same panel members those were in GD and then it started.

Introduce yourself.
Why you left job what was it about , how much was package?
Why didn't you took govt college ?
How was faculty in your college? Were they experienced.
What is PID ? #Most general question for all
Where it can be used?
#One of the panel member stood and went out of the room.Whats happening here ??
What are practical examples of 2nd order system
#Noticed one person sitting behind me constantly writing something. I stumbled in my focus.
Tell me 2nd order system in Temp m/m
#Everything was well up till this, then the grilling started(I made it so, due to lack of focus). Their expression was as if I am answering everything wrong and speaking what not.
what else should we ask you ? Tell us
Any thing you would like us to ask ?
What are protocols for Networking ?
# And someone was constantly coming in and out of the room, was catching my attention,I was getting disturbed.
That is okay !! tell something different, those are commonly used ?
#They gave some examples and asked me to elaborate it.
Tell us what to ask.
That was your achievement, your grades says something else, how did you get it?
Do you want to ask something.
OK thank you.
Whats your fathers business?? ok thank you.

It went for 15-20 min , I came out stone-hearted feeling disgusted what blunder I have done.Went outside to relax a bit, but was feeling regretted.

Waited so long for results and as I was expecting, my name was not among-st 12 selected for Day 2 Interview. That called off the day, bid goodbye to BPCL.

Day 2 interview was purely HR based and was to see will you really join BPCL or not.
7 were selected from 12 for all category on day 2.

Day 3 Medical Fitness test.

PS: 2 times breakfast and lavish Lunch is provided for all :P

Although I tried to impress with my answers but presented honest answers and I think it hitted me back with bang. Learned that sometimes you don't have to be that much honest, you should know how to cover your weaknesses. I think that form was crucial, and decided the face of my interview. If they are grilling you try to turn the table around and be positive and confident. Don't let nervousness and anxiety come over you.Focus is important, distraction should be ignored.

Be Good, everything happens for a Good reason,take out positives and give yourself negative feedback, then only  your system will be stable.

If one train goes other is coming,its just you should have your bag packed.

Best wishes!!